best dressed

tops & shoes: nike; leggings: f21 (hmeh ganon! ahaha)

akalain mo naman. never akong nanalo ng best dressed, ngayon lang. sa fitness class pa kung saan napaka OP ng aking pagkatao. thanks to eyna and alex who invited me to a 2-hour intense taebo class. dalawang araw pagkasakit sakit ng aking katawan, ngunit super sarap ng feeling. aray ko galing ko!

dahil nainspire ako (muli) na magfitness fitnessan, ill sign up for open classes at goldgyms galle. thanks naman to my officemate aishel who sold me her vouchers na hindi na nya magagamit. im zuper eggzayted for zumba! latin is my go-to music whenever i need writing motivation, so i think it will work as my lets-get-physical motivation. 

ps: i have a date with tin and totskie later. yahuuuuu!!!!!

refinery

whenever we're sick and in bed, God becomes our nurse, nurses us back to health. i said, "God be gracious! Put me together again -- my sins have torn me to pieces."

-psalm 40:3-4

just when i thought ive become a better person, God brought me to my knees all over again. God revealed to me that ive changed, and not for the better. He brought to me gaby, a friend who knows me well and was used by God to serve as my mirror -- i now see who ive become as i "grew up".

while it is true that i have more practical, smart and grown-up learnings under my belt, i compromised love, compassion, zeal, kindness and thoughtfulness. how arrogant was i to think that ive gone a level up in my life. i was more concerned of what everybody will say than on what God sees.

it hurts to be told how filthy you are. God didn't tell it to my face, but His purity and holiness are always enough to let me know ive gone too far away. he took me to the desert where there's only the two of us: His holiness and my filth. He taught me lessons, reminded me of what my values are, made me cry because He loves me still and more.

my perspective is changed now. God is preparing me for something, i know. i don't know what exactly, but whatever brings me closer to Him i embrace with my heart. if He wants to take something away from me, id let go. the only constant thing in my life is Jesus, and for more of His glory i give myself away with His help and His grace.

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let's just blog

i have a list of topics and stories i have yet to post. at times i toy with the idea of blogging about things that interest others or, simply put, blog entries that convert to clicks that convert to profit. things such as movies, or sales, or the weather. but everytime im given invitations to blog about this and that so i can win prizes or snag a spot on a website, i pass. instead, i go back to the integrity of the word ME. this space is, and will be, for sharing parts of my life that hopefully would encourage others. it's here that i'm free to write without apprehensions, it's here that i thrive and get inspired.

hehe :p

the way the internet treats articles and copies is turning out to be more and more depressing for writers. i know this because every single day, i write different content and copies for purposes that would please the god of the interwebs, Google. but when i write for everyday Sunday, i feel free-er. it lets me be myself. it's where i go back to whenever i want to tell myself 'hey you can chase your dreams!'

ps: this is coming from a major revelation from God that im losing compassion, passion and faith. i want to restart by reminding myself that i can be kind, thoughtful and excited about life. nay to negativity, God is with me. ;)